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hahah! bought something for myself jus now.
Genki Slimming Tea!!!
yes, the product with that plump S.H.E gal endorsing.
yepz, the floral tea slimming product!
it's $30 for 12 packets. each packet can be used 5 times.
kinda worth it i think. $0.50 per cup. cheaper than soft drinks.

it taste of flowers, herbs and mint.
heady herbiceous note with a cool mint finishing.
full green tea body. slightly sweet of nectar.
pretty okay. Grandma likes it! she finds it really refreshing.
she was wondering why the tea sachet says shou in chinese (meaning thin).
i on the other hand was wondering whether the slimming tea will work on the already thin Grandma! hahah! let's see whether it works!
whatever it is, floral tea is good for health. rich in anti-oxidants and catechins.
it tastes great after a heavy oily meal of deep fried pork ribs and scallop porridge.

i wanna be more voluptous and curvy!
i don't wanna be stick thin but more feminine and sexy.
with ample breasts, perky butt and slim wasit. yes! look like Barbie doll!
gonna keep my hair long as well. then curl it at its ends. dye it chestnut brown. yay!
give me a little more time k? Veen wants to look prettier and sexier... =/
but Josh thinks that i am kinda thin already. if take more slimming tea, wil really become a stick.
but that depends on whether or not the slimming tea works right? muahahah!
he wants me to gain a bit more flesh as to look curvy. he feels that girls must have some flesh for guys to grope... like a Cello! the Cello is big and not as delicate, but it has a proprtionate waist and is nice to hug. is it true? slim somewhere and i'll be flat chested! my boobs are shrinking! sob!

had dinner with Josh at Crystal Jade today.
the fried pork ribs with garlic is fantastic!
and so is the braised beef brisket. their vege are okay.
the thing about Crystal Jade dinner is this:
must have more people to share the food! then can order more dishes!
it's really lonely to have a nice chinese dinner with only 2 persons.
no one to share the spread with, or chat with while enjoying our food.
did i mention that they serve really fresh kickin prawns! damn fantastic!

i miss my Jared. owe that punk a treat. he treated me to 2 dinners.
yet to reciprocate. it's not that i don't want to, but it's him who's alwiz busy and all.
i told him that my offer's standing eternally, just waiting for him for claim that dinner ticket. heh.
i really do wanna take him out somewhere nice, buy him dinner and drinks.
it's been way too long since we really relaxed and enjoyed ourselves.
i was thinking of dinner and New Asia Bar. admire the scenery from above.
but i doubt that he'll appreciate it. a dinner and movie sounds more grounded. hahah!
otherwise maybe a couple of drinks at Phuture. kinda wasteful though..
i can do more stuff with the same amount of money out of Phuture.
their drinks are expensive... then again, he's alwiz been treating me to drinks at Phuture.
i won't complain =)

i wonder if Josh really enjoys and appreciates being with me.
unlike his 2 best female friends. they think alot. really. damn philosophers.
Josh feels that they have lotsa issues against the world; they're complicated in themselves;
and they read so avidly that they probably can be walking current affairs talk shows.
they enjoy hiking, and painting. they're both studying law. they're good in E.Lit.
oh, plus side. they're pretty and eloquent too! brains and babe-licious altogether.
unlike them, i'm quick-tempered, and contradictory.
i don't think alot but only think of what i deem is important.
i enjoy current affairs but only certain interesting topics.
my English ain't anywhere fantastic.
i evaluate most things in life with money.
all in all, i am just a materialistic and realistic bitch.
a vain one at that too.
thus, i really question why is he even being with me?
i don't see many good points about myself.
oh well. i am not a good girlfriend too.
though i won't run away or anything, i lament insatiably.
i will complain openly why is that guy so rich, successful, articulate etc etc and why don't i get to meet such guys as my potential date. and i tend to reiterate it.
so much for being an appreciative girlfriend.

moral of the story:
don't say too much enough of your boyfriend. learn when to say the right things.
smile, be happy, shower them with tender love and care. leave out the negativities.
life would then be easier coz u don't have to take evrything too seriously.

posted by Veen @ 21:14